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1 month ago · · Stress,
i dont have the passion for anything, my mother crushed all my dreams under her overbearing heel. all she wants me to do is study study study STUDY STUDY STUDY. i loved the arts until she called them a waste of time and i loved the idea of going off to college but because of how overbearing my mother has been, i dont want to go to college anymore. the idea of college seems like a sticky cesspool of depression and anxiety and as someone who already struggles with them, i dont want to go there anymore. i am so tired of her. i want to feel passionate and happy about something but god, shes so hurtful. nothing i do will ever be good enough in her eyes and now the idea has seeped into my mind and i feel as if everything i do is a waste of time and that everything i do will amount to nothing. i want to run away, experience the world in a new view. one where im not a puppet to fulfill my moms failed dreams