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1 month ago · · depressed,
It’s been two months since the last time I wrote any entry of any kind. I started getting help with my depression and suicidal thoughts. It’s going bumpily but it’s going. I sat down and told my therapist every thing that I thought, everything that was bothering me. It’s awkward surely. But it’s needed. I went my life tripping on every pebble and hardship. I came close to just ending it. I cut myself and bruised my limbs and lashed at those who didn’t deserve it. Am I happy I’m still alive no no I’m not. But it’s changing if it can change for me it can change for you. Don’t give up today might suck but tomorrow will be better. And if I’m wrong then prove me wrong tomorrow and the day after. Find something to keep you pushing even if it’s spite. I believe in you cause you believed in me too.