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I hate this life in one very specific way. It is the agony of this experience which hurts so badly, that all I can do to keep my sanity is to hate it.and yet the pain goes on.
I am again and again rejected by women. And often because they assume I am a player. And it's been such a complicated comedy of misfortunes. That I'm just sad and I feel like I must be unlovable. I must bring absolutely nothing to the world worth loving. I just feel the full impact of rejection upon another. And then worse than the rejections themselves were the women who took advantage of me. And now I am a broken thing. At my most depressed, which isn't too far away today, I just think I would probably make the world better if I did commit suicide.
Like I must not be meant for love. To ever have a wife or a family. To ever know real love and pleasure and connection. I guess that I'm just not good enough for the other humans to accept me. So maybe I should just die. God this hurts in my heart.
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I am so sorry that you feel this way but believe that you are going to find someone. There's Somebody out there who you're ment to be with and you will meet them after all the best things come when we don't expect them
Peace.
ReplyDon't loose hope buddy , ur gonna find someone soon.
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