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this what happens when you dont tell them how you feel so dont be like me

1 year ago · 2 · Crush, +3


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The first time I saw you

I didn't care at all

But you were sweet

And I carved a little hole in my heart

About your size

And thought maybe you could fill it

-

But then you were more than sweet

Every day you found a new way to amaze me

And I saw I had to make the hole

A little bigger

For you to fit

-

And this went on for

weeks and

weeks and

months and

I pretended like I hadn't been preparing

for us to be in love and

-

The hole kept growing and

years and

and now

-

And now I missed my chance

And now my heart is a huge

hollow

shell

And every day I realize

Maybe I'll never see you again

Probably I'll never see you again

I'll never see you again

And I scrape away at the walls of my heart

desperately

Maybe if the hole is big enough it'll suck you in

I can't carve a hole for someone new

Because there's nothing left to scrape away

-

And how pitiful that I destroyed myself for you

And you will never know

And how many chances I had

I'm empty without you

And I'll never be with you

So I'm empty

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  • DespicableMe · 1 year ago

    It's in the taste, like trying to replace a favorite dish. Some may come close on rare occasions, but the vast majority just don't fit.

    It's ok though, you have the ability to regrow yourself. Granted it's painful and it takes time, but it can be done.

    I do understand, however. It's like trying to replace oxygen with helium.

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    • Novni Guest · 1 year ago

      Thank you for the response. Thing is I can't even imagine wanting to replace this person. I kind of feel like I just reached the end of everything. But I'm sure (or I really hope) I'll feel different with time.

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