this what happens when you dont tell them how you feel so dont be like me

The first time I saw you

I didn't care at all

But you were sweet

And I carved a little hole in my heart

About your size

And thought maybe you could fill it

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But then you were more than sweet

Every day you found a new way to amaze me

And I saw I had to make the hole

A little bigger

For you to fit

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And this went on for

weeks and

weeks and

months and

I pretended like I hadn't been preparing

for us to be in love and

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The hole kept growing and

years and

and now

-

And now I missed my chance

And now my heart is a huge

hollow

shell

And every day I realize

Maybe I'll never see you again

Probably I'll never see you again

I'll never see you again

And I scrape away at the walls of my heart

desperately

Maybe if the hole is big enough it'll suck you in

I can't carve a hole for someone new

Because there's nothing left to scrape away

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And how pitiful that I destroyed myself for you

And you will never know

And how many chances I had

I'm empty without you

And I'll never be with you

So I'm empty