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Rn I'm in a bad very bad state of mind. I've always felt I'm worthless, I'm an disappointment, I'm burden to everyone, but rn these feelings are starting to take over me. I am so afraid to even talk with someone close because I feel I'm worthless and they'll waste their with me. I'm so tired of being this depressed, I've been since almost 3 years. This phase is a lot more disturbing. My abilities are decaying and I can't do a thing correct. I can't do anything. There's so much inside me that's dead. I still have love for my friends and family and but now I can't get myself up to even talk with them the way I used to. I feel as if every single sentence I speak is poking me back saying I'm worthless and I need to die. I don't have any energy to fight back this feeling and I am in very bad state. Im hurting people unintentionally and I have so many bad idea about myself. I feel all these feelings I suppressed inside me are coming out now and they're overflowing. I'm feeling weak and I have literally no one to talk about this. I'm feeling lifeless now but I'm also feeling this guilt of unintentionally hurting people around me. I don't know what's happening and when and how I'll be better. I am scared and I am feeling tightness in my chest.
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do not be afriad to reach out to others! there are people that love you and care for you, if you just let them help. You are not a burden, you are a person with valid feelings and thoughts. You are loved.
ReplyI believe in you. I believe you are a human who is suffering and deserves love. And I believe that you can and probably will, if you choose to, have a vast amount of high quality love of which to avail yourself.
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Please try to find someone kind enough who you can speak to about this because you will need some friends for the most healing things to do. But also please try to create a habit of speaking to yourself with kindness and respect, because you are also going to need the ability to do that in order to do the most healing things. It's like basketball, you can learn how to do complicated moves and get real good. But first you have to learn to dribble. And you can. I have faith in you.
ReplyPeople here may tell you to reach out to others..but i want you to try something new..and discover yourself..
i.e with what i hv read above tells me a lot about you..
i think you dont even know YOUR WORTH..
i dont know where and from when you thought that you are not worth of anything..
you know you are one step back just to know yourself...you are captivating yourself with your own hands .. Time changes,so emotions too changes and its not your own fault but you know that WHO DOESN'T CHANGES WITH TIME IS LEFT OUT...and the way you are not able to express yourself is killing you and it happens with all...just believe in the people you trust, because
WHEN YOU EXPECT SOMETHING FROM OTHERS , FIRST YOU NEED TO GIVE THEM THAT..!!
IN THIS WORLD NOT ONLY YOU ARE COMPROMISING FOR OTHERS,OTHERS ARE ALSO COMPROMISING FOR YOU....take a step forward for ur loved ones and see the change and even if no ones understands you ..u r mature enough to know that all are mortals and to live life to the fullest you first need to be
YOUR BEST FRIEND...
Replythats been me for the last 5 years its pretty scary sometimes but I just can't give up though !
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