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I slept with my ex's friend
6 days ago · · Stress, · Explicit
I feel super low. After we broke up, I slept with his friend. He says the guy was his "best friend", but I think his real best friend was another guy he used to hang out with so I don't know if he just said that to make me feel worse. I don't even like his friend, I was just hurting and did something so stupid. His friend always had a thing for me while my ex and I were together but I always found him super creepy. His friend was always really in love with me...and I was in love with my ex (and still am). His friend said he wanted to get me pregnant once, and that scared the fuck out of me. My ex and I struggled in our relationship and after we broke up, his friend always creeped around me while I was alone and hurting and one day, while drunk, it just happened. We slept together. He kept seeing me and I kept letting him because I was heartbroken and didn't care about anything. We only slept together twice but still, it was so unlike me to do something like that, especially because I love my ex so much. It was pathetic. I feel like such a whore and I told my ex immediately after it happened to be honest with him (his friend wanted to hide it from my ex and I just felt totally wrong about that) and my ex absolutely hated me after that. I still love my ex but I don't deserve him now. I want to crawl into a hole. My ex took back the other guy as his friend, and I'm like...that guy was never your friend. He blames everything on me and forgave the other guy. He never wants to be with me again. He called me a slut, too. I am a slut. I hate myself sometimes.