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Dear world,
You've been very unfair to me lately. Well I guess you've usually dealt me a bad hand but the last couple of months it seems you're out to get me. I've been good have I not? I've always been kind and caring, always willing to help. Not once have I rebelled, never skipped a class when I was younger, always did what I was told. Maybe from time to time I've been ungrateful, but what can you expect with the childhood you gave me.
I can't help but be mad at you, and now you're trying to take away everyone I love. You're taking away everything I have worked for. Why are you doing this to my mind? I feel like I'm going insane and I'm not sure I can carry on with my university course.
You've taken away my ability to eat solid food. You've made my mother unwell. My grandmother is at the end of her rope. My boyfriend needs surgery. His mother, had a stroke and I'm having to help look after her.
My sisters has done nothing but hate on me since I've come home. She says I'll bring back covid by going between my house and my boyfriends. But maybe if she just took care of my mother, I could focus on taking care of my boyfriends mother.
I'm so weak already, and the doctors don't know what's wrong with my swallow. This with the pressure of taking care of everyone and worrying about my grandmother who will most likely die soon I don't feel I can cope with university. The lecturer that I trust most is off ill so I haven't even told anyone.
Are you mad at me world? Is it because of that time I took all that paracetamol? Is it because I keep destroying my leg where no one can see? Can't you see you're making me worse? Can't you see I just wish for it to all be over? Please don't take my sanity too. Please stop making me hear ghosts. Stop making me see things in the shadows. Please I can't take it any more.
Please world, just stop. Or at least take me away.
Sincerely,
The student nurse.
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Dear student nurse, I reaally hope and pray that you'll be able to cope up with that..if u would take into suggestion to either choose help your bf first before your university..i know life is hard and the world is against you but i tell you you're not the only one in this world that has been suffering that and in this life where death is inevitable and tragedy strikes everytime that makes you think that the world against you..we have to stay strong no matter what and be wise with our decision ..i hope that your sister will be able to understand your situation that she will help you out by taking care of your mother or whatever she can help to for family is family and tell her that atleast help you for once because you have been in a lot of sad moments and i hope that those things that you have been feeling will go away but in a good way that you'll be able to cope up with the problems here in this world..please i say do not scar your leg and remain you insanity and drink warm water and listen to nice music to ease the burden but dont listen to sad songs i suggest..i hope you'll be able to be succesful in your journey as of right now and i really really encourage you dear friend to read the bible or download an app bible that gives us a daily prayer to help us motivate our spirits everyday by filling our hearts , minds, and soul with joy, and lovely words by our dear god. Have a nice day miss Nurse Student :)
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