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4 days ago · · Stress, · Explicit
I seriously don't know know what's going on with me anymore. I feel so trapped. All day, everyday. It never changes. Even ony days off from work ,there's this slight twinge like my brains trying to let me what time I clock on. My days off dont feel like a day off and I'm burning out. I feel so restless all the fricking time. I'm trying to get a car and move out with my best friends but I also feel like I'm getting rushed into things. My coworkers keep changing so they want to promote me. Everyone keeps saying it's a great opportunity but I don't want it! I didnt even want the first promotion,but I got roped into cause of a 50 cent pay raise to help out my mom. Now my coworker is looking to get transferred so we're gonna need a new assistant manager but I dont want it. I hate the power and I definitely hate the responsibility of it. Plus I'm part time, which most people think isnt bad. But no one wants a part time assistant manager and my mental status can handle full time hours. Heaven forbid I work 4 days in a row, my mind is on the verge of breaking and I feel like I need a week long vacation. 4 DAYS!!!!! Like seriously? Why? Why does my brain do that. I just wanna run. I'm getting sick of this ferris wheel shit.