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Seriously? How in the actual fuck can you expect me to not be angry?
3 days ago · sad thoughts , · Explicit
Sometimes I feel like I have the worst parents ever. To only wanna talk shitty to me and tear me down. They act I'm just supposed to stay like a locked up trunk and they be able to take and for me to continually tolerate their shitty attitudes tones and treatment. Just because I voiced the truth to mom a few moments ago she couldn't take it and is drinking I got talked to like I was dog shit in return.
They and she only wanna invalidate me. I get told why do I wanna keep dwelling on and in the past for? Well for starters I didn't deserve to have all my savings leeched away by both of you all mom n dad, dad assaulting me 3 times like the psychotic morherfucker he is, him continually taking out his frustrations and bullshit on me no matter what it is he's going through drunk or sober.
Moms not usually like this but she was a total fucking bitch to me. Fact of it is since they've leeched everything they can near possibly leech off me...despite ME delivering THEM out of homelessness they're tired of my existence here and want me gone.
You know like a chicken or turkey carcass that's been stripped of all its meat? What else is it good for but to be tossed in the trash. and that's what they want to do to me after ripping me off of everything i ever worked for 90 Some %of it anyway. They just want me the fuck out even though I'm no longer able to work from mental physical and emotional issues. Oh sure it was all good fine n dandy them calling here crying help me help me help me... for me to bail the 2 of them out from 2 different states being homeless when grandma kicked them out FOR STEALING AND FORGING CHECKS OFF HER IN HER NAME FOR DRUGS. Can't blame her wish i could've too.
It wasn't like where I live now that they don't return to you checks you write she got them all back if I recall. I told mom n dad NOT to get dependant on me. Yet they still did fucking son of a bitches. Oh to them it's like none of it magically ever happened. them running up credit cards in my name then throwing them aside when maxed. Draining my bank account savings and 401k I poured blood sweat and tears into. Lots of sweat. No I guess leeching stay at home partying drug addicts who didn't work AT ALL...well only mom for a few years at Wal-Mart until then they fired her . She drew out all her unemployment then refused to go back to work because of her back. Yeah I have fucking bulged disc in my back yet I had to work lift hot n heavy oily steel things for years despite hurting like a mother fucker coming home feeling like I was about to die from the muscle and back pain...all while they took my checks, partied it up here,
then one day dad still had the nerve to say to me "im getting tired of you!!!!!!!!" ...for nothing AT ALL .Also when i was about to quit it was literally killing my body my dad said
"OH NO YOU CAN'T QUIT! if (my name) dont work WERE SUNK!" Since when was it all about them any way? What? heaven forbid I not be able to pay for your drugs or cigarettes them constantly holler "give me some money...gimme fucking died ok GET YOUR OWN...but you know itd be the world's end huh if I couldn't that for them. Who in the fuck tells their own child this bullshit anyway? Omg.
Ok then later when I lost my other job a month later not from then but from when I lost my last job he runs jumps dives on top of me chokes and pummels me in the face hurting me my back more than anything. He did this twice then throws me off a 6ft high porch injuring my knee I think before that. I had to lie to work say I just fell cause they intimidated me into not calling police.
Wait so you're telling me mom I don't have a right to be angry about any fucking thing huh? at all????shitty fucking parents. I did not and do not deserve this stuff. This is why I need therapy much and a way out. but it don't come cheap. Relatives don't care if I'm alive or dead. God help me.
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