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i feel like crying
2 days ago · · Stress
Hi everyone who's reading my blog, hope you guys are doing well in your life and your health.
My father says he won't give me any orders regarding work even if I do all of the work without him telling me, all these things are choking me I wanted to cry but because of the rest of family members I am not able to you can say won't able to find a place in my house to cry.
I am so done with my life, I do all the things to make my father happy but still nothing improvements in his behaviour for me, I asked God why all such things with me, I am so broken. Everything is shattered inside me, but I have to keep a smile on my face always, making other people laugh for no reason if they are sad or whatever. If I am bothering so much for everyone why not everyone's bothering for me a little, why my papa doesn't love me, everyone's papa loves their child why not mine.
I hate myself short for all my shortcomings of mine, I am right now listening to calm songs on youtube to calm myself, I usually listen to songs.