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1 year ago · · Ranting,
I’m so scared for your death. It’s like my brain has convinced me you’ll die, and I don’t know how I can live with that. I love you so much and there’s no daydream without you in it. And I don’t depend on you, I don’t depend my emotions and life on you at all. It just feels like you own such a big part of my heart right now. I used to see no future with my mental health and my parents and just everyone around me. I saw nothing and knew by 21 I’d be dead. But you changed me. Youre willing to save me and help me and ive never felt like this with anyone. I just want to jump into your arms and tell you everything while we hold each other. I could say my darkest deepest secrets to you and I know you’ll still be there for me. You gave me a future, and I want you to always be in it. I love you so much in every way