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Your death

2 years ago · 2 · Ranting, +3


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I’m so scared for your death. It’s like my brain has convinced me you’ll die, and I don’t know how I can live with that. I love you so much and there’s no daydream without you in it. And I don’t depend on you, I don’t depend my emotions and life on you at all. It just feels like you own such a big part of my heart right now. I used to see no future with my mental health and my parents and just everyone around me. I saw nothing and knew by 21 I’d be dead. But you changed me. Youre willing to save me and help me and ive never felt like this with anyone. I just want to jump into your arms and tell you everything while we hold each other. I could say my darkest deepest secrets to you and I know you’ll still be there for me. You gave me a future, and I want you to always be in it. I love you so much in every way

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  • Novni Guest · 2 years ago

    I don't know how to advise you. But I wish to God someone loved me as much as you describe loving your person. It sounds so warm. But maybe if you gave them some kind of good luck charm that might decease your worry. (And decreased worry means that if something bad does happen you won't freak out and will be better at seeing it happen/changing it.

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    • anon014 · 2 years ago

      That’s such a good suggestion!! We were thinking of actually getting a sun and moon charm :-) I hope one day you find the same warmth!!

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