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Dear Novni, I feel closer that i ever have been to ending it all. Ive tried it many times but as you can probably tell im still here. Ive tried many ways and solutions for my problem, But none of them seemed to work out. From counsling...TWICE to after school activities to try and get it of my mind. My mental health is in the state where i just cant deal. So i figured that instead of the many solutions ive tried why not write how i feel out to the public. This way i can fing people who feel the same. After my papa passed away hell came crashing down. I was a Good child Straight A studunt and everything after my grandma became a widow life mustve been hard. And she put her anger and Saddness all on me, Now i lived with my Grandma, papa, and great grandma life was great. My mom had her own house althoughi didnt exactly LIVE there it was pretty fun we had a dog named juice she was a red and white american bulldog but looked like a pit bull. She was my best friend Untill one day she slipped under the gate during her outside time and ran away. Juice Never returned. although i didnt stay with my mother all the time. over the years my great grandma and my grandma (nana) got abusive i felt like i was cornered in a tiny room. recently she chocked me over somthing not very serious. well my mom has another house now and i now have a baby sister. I live with my mom now but since my gg (great-Grandma) has a few heart complications he come and sit with her usually from 11:25 am to 11:30 pm. writing this has actully relived my stress. thanks novni. : )
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Hi I read your study, and I understand you. You're really strong for sharing and writing your feelings. Keep Fighting. Sending you love🙂❤️
ReplyDementia causes older people to become abusive and violent so I am glad you are with your mother.
It is a good idea to write down your feelings to get things out of your system. You don't have to post all that you write to Novni if you don't want to. This is up to you.
I am pleased that writing to Novni has helped you and if you want any advice let us know.
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