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When you don't know who it was that wronged you first. You remember a few who did, but now your body acts like they are all the same? How do you forgive a whole bunch of people who you really don't have anything against but they trigger you?
I cant tell anyone about it because people judge too much. But bad stuff happened. And now as an adult my mind is a little warped. My emotions are kind of intense. And I have flashbacks sometimes.
I hate that if I tell you who I am or what happened that you will lose respect for me. But the statistics are in. And you would. Especially if you think you wouldn't have.
But I want to move on. I want to forgive. I want to trust others again. I want to try to have a better life.
But how do you do this kind of healing work on your own? This stuff is so difficult. I don't even know who to try to forgive to get over this though. What do you do when you find that you find yourself automatically reacting to people with hostility that you don't wish to feel towards those people?
I'm just going to pray. Cause I don't know what to do and I'm confused.
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