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Bottom Of The Bottle

11 months ago · 1 · I need help, +10 · Explicit


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Why do I have to be like this? I used to never be into it but ever since I lost my long-term girlfriend I've picked up a bad routine. Every night I masturbate and I usually try during the day too.. occasionally I can feel great after but more times than not it's just overwhelming guilt, sadness and sorrow. And I can't even get off to porn either it really be these girls I know photos I be finishing too. I'm so ashamed of myself all these beautiful girls and I'm sitting here forever alone jerking off to them and they don't even know. No way in hell they would even want to talk to me. I'm so fucked up, but I can't stop.

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  • osidefever101 · 9 months ago

    Yea it sounds like your digging a huge hole for yourself. Keep diggin its guna be a long way up. Question is are you willing to climb back out? Im sure you are man. but it takes small steps. how about you try to cut out social media? i used to do the same btw. How i got out of the hole? Honestly it was God.

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