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a teenager life
10 months ago · · be yourself, · Explicit
well its my first time writing something like that . I got the idea of writing when i was watching a movie talk about teenager and really made me wanna talk about this problems that we living in . You know being teenager is something hard those days with everything with been through family problems, school ,break up ,someone dies its getting even worse with our society we are under a lot of pressure . when i was little i thought this age this time that we are in its gonna be just like a pretty dream that when you woke up your gonna try to go back to sleep just to finish it did felt like parties, drinking, dating , kissing, go home late , watching stars with someone you love hold their hands plays with their hair hearts start beating so fast when they smile to you , tell your secrets to your mum , hang out with your dad , study with your closet friends in groups , good marks , going to the beach at 5 AM alone lay down watching the sun , play with your pets ..... well that is what i thought being a teenager whats gonna feel just like a very pretty song that your enjoying it while dancing so bad on the beat feeling your self flying but you know that not everything you imagine gonna be true . i discover that when i became 14 i hated that when i was 15 i wanted to die when i was 16 now i am going to be 17 and i am living with that with such sucks life. you know that feeling you get when you dont wanna do nothing just lay down in your bed and you get some bad vibes you feel like you are alone facing a lot of big problems no one can helps no one can understand and the whole word is against you , i guess i have that feeling now . I am trying to hard to be that person that everyone love and respect , that person that his parents glade that they have such a kid like him . I really tried a lot that i forgot about myself , I changed a lot to for people until I found out that i lost myself . I dont know who I am anymore and i difound out that the only person that i have to make him glad of me is myself . like what do you get if you made the society you live in like you if you dont even like yourself . so dear the person who read this enjoy your life we only live ones so just do what you want kiss that boy tell him you love him , work out only for yourself , try something new , travel , do sleep over , tell your mum that you love or your dad even if their dead let them know that their little child is grown up and he is really happy doing what he really want with the person he love . A friend told me you have to start experience everything in this life so we cant be disappointed when we grew up , and that is really hits me you should care only for yourself get off the toxic people who think that you cant do it or who make you not comfy with your self because I dont care if your trans, lesbian ,gay, straight, we dont care the color of your skin the language you speak your body count .. we only care of your own happiness our happiness so please do the things you love forget about people . i am gonna just say this for only one time just FUCK IT live your own life and be happy .