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first thing on my mind
i am afraid to die but I don't want to exist. ive been wondering what is the point of living, what is my purpose of being on this earth. everyday i wake up and repeat the same cycle of doing nothing, i have no motivation, no goal, i just eat , sleep, breathe and see strangers voice their thoughts online .
all my classmates are successful in their lives and so are my cousins. i on the other hand don't have it in me to become a doctor. I am afraid i don't have the appropriate knowledge AS WELL AS the appropriate brain capacity to store as much information so as to heal a human.
so what am i doin really ?
my parents have done so much for me ever since i was a kid. they've sacrificed blood sweat, tears and have blessed me with their prayers but I only waste their energy and effort. for this alone, I don't deserve to live. i am the worst daughter, i don't deserve the love I receive.
i am not satisfied with my body either it disgusts me.
if i don't like anything, not one single thing in my life , why am I alive ?
please give me answers why am i alive? anybody please tell me.
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You are here for a purpose. What you are feeling is only for a season. You will soon be on top of the world...just hang on a little bit longer. You got this!!! I believe in you!
ReplyEveryone's here for a reason. You just might not know it yet. I promise you time goes by so fast cherrish your life, make memories, dont be afraid, do what you want. Live the life you want.
ReplyTbh i can totally relate, im in the last year of my Medicine course and i feel like shit. I don't wish to disappoint my parents just like you. I'm struggling with the same but i just wanna say that, Self talk is very important when u r sad or feeling constantly depressed. Say nice things to yourself, even though it feels fake motivation. When u hear or think positive things about yourself repeatedly u will start believing them.Write down all the good things about yourself on a paper, the point is focus on the good aspects of ur life. Meditate at least 10 mins a day for a week. Im sure u'll notice alot of changes in urself. Don't sit your room all day, go out and have a nice walk alone or just sit in the park, read a book maybe. There is actually alot u can do. And idk u i have never seen you but i bet u r really beautiful just they way u r. Remember 'People will treat you just they way you treat yourself'. Value urself and ppl will value u. I think our purpose as humans is to beautify this world by our behaviour towards others, help people, take care of our loved ones, fulfill your responsibilities as a good family member, and above all love yourself. Work hard and be a good doctor, who knows ur purpose is to help heal people, you can do so much. Best of luck! You got this ๐๐
Replyoh this reply lightened up my spirit a lot . I needed someone to say this to me thank you for replying ๐ญ I'm trying to get my life back on track studying and gonna start working out soon so that I'll have other distractions and not just waste time on my phone 24/7. Thank you again ๐ฅบ๐ Good luck to you too !! i hope you become a great doctor :) praying for you success <3
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