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Wny is being teenage so streesful
6 months ago · · Stressed out
The past month or two has been a rollercoaster of stress. First I abandon all my friends bc Im stupid then I start having panic attacks regularly. I've had a few before but not like now. In the past seven days I have had two. Compared to the one every few months that is terrifying. On top of that I'm having health problems that we have not quite figured out what. I'm going to a heart doctor to see if that's something sends I have chest pains and family history of heart problems. I had to go to the er bc my legs collapsed under me witch made me have a panic attack. I hot meds for if I have another one but that's even scaryer. What is wrong with me. I having a tic thing and I looked it up and its probably from stress but its just making me more stressed. I don't know how to deal with it. And there is this girl I idk loke idk love like idc I have not talked to her since I switched schools and I can't contact her but its making me feel really upset. My body feels weird all the time and my brain dose not want to do anything. My bubby is also dealing with health problems. And it scares me I'm going to lose him and me and everyone and she is going to give up on me and never want to kiss me. I'm really scared of going to the doctor now I used to like it but now that I'm having problems its completely different. I don't know what to do. I just feel dizzy and stressed and scared. The only time I'm not worried is when I'm reading comics. I have been reading for hours non stop. I think it is kinda unhealthy. I have problems eating I have to eather be presented with food that I like or eat something like kitkats or cake things. I can't bring myself to eat very well. And when I run after my dogs which is a lot I can't breath or walk. Last time I spent a hour trying to walk two houses down back home then my parents got home as I was just getting in the driveway and tasty got away from me and I collapsed and started balling and had a panic attack. I am really stressed