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Being alive sometimes feels like hell. when someone close tells you, you're a worthless piece of shit. That hurts. And then I feel like "I already knew that bud". Never in a life span I thought I would feel like this. I felt it right now. The toxic social life starts to swallow me. It boost my confidence to view the world in a different way. I started to think maybe I'm worthless that I can't fulfill others need. And again, why would I change my self for others. Coz the world thinks I'm worthless. Maybe I'm because I can't stand against the world. I pitied my self more, that now I wanted to harm my worthless body, so that I can leave this heavenly world. I wanted to harm my worthless body, so that worthy people can live peacefully. But I wanted to fight. Fight against the world. I can't do this anymore. All I asked was peace. The peace only comes when everyone stops expecting something from me. I wanted to be worthy like the person my parents used to compare me. I wanted to be that person my friends used to think cool. I wanted to the person everyone adores. I wanted to be the person that would be worthy of living. I don't think I ever will be. Now all want is everyone around me shut up and let me be myself. I fight with all I can do. That wasn't enough for them to see I'm worthy. In the end I'm still the same. Worthless.
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Be sensible and rise above this by ignoring nasty comments. You are too good to take notice of this crap. Don't ever allow anyone to put you down because you are worthwhile and don't forget it.
ReplyLook, I know it may seem like the whole world is against you and everyone else is 'better' and 'competent' when you aren't. I feel the same, ALL THE TIME. I had a toxic boyfriend who just brought me down every day until finally I was isolated from my friends and left feeling like no one could ever love me. The truth is, though, it's all in your head. There will always be someone who thinks you're worth it even when it doesn't seem like it. Even when you feel ugly and misplaced and stupid and disgusting, which I'm sure everyone has felt in their lives. There's always a place where you belong and are loved. Hurting yourself especially isn't gonna help and you never deserve it. You aren't worthless, sis.
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