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6 months ago · · Need Advice,
i can't fathom what happens when i am alone. right now, i have my mom, dad, sister, and dogs. but eventually we all cross the rainbow bridge. and it's only a matter of time before we have to let these loved ones go. i can't picture not waking up to my dogs licking my face or that feeling when my mom and dad support me and love me. the fact not knowing when is making me feel scared. i can't live without them, they're my family. i don't want to have to live through the pain and seeing things that might remind me of them. it hurts too much. i felt empty inside after one of my dogs died unexpectedly. she was our first pet and we all loved her so much. still to this day i feel empty inside. i can't imagine what pain i will have to go through when it's people you've lived with your whole life, your parents and siblings. i know i still have a long time with them but eventually that time will run out. and i will somehow have to learn to live with it.