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2 months ago · · shy,
The feeling that you really want to do what you want but choose not to 'cause you don't have confidence to do those things...
Yeah, that's me. I am really so shy even with around my family. There's so many things that I really want to do daily like dancing, singing out loud, drawing, etc. Well, I still do them but I am hidding. Idk why I am like this. Sometimes I really want to sing along with my siblings but again it seems like my voice and my inner self doesn't cooperate.. hmmm I choose not to.
When will I have a confidence to show the real me. To show them what I've got. To do what my heart says without hidding.
'Cause actually these character of mine, makes me sad though I don't know how to overcome this.
I can just do those things comfortably when I am alone or with my mom only but other than that ...haystt
Do anyone also feel that sometimes?
I want to improve some of those , show my talent but myself hinders it.
Well, I take opportunity when my family is going somewhere and I will not go with them and just choose to stay at home..
...Hope someday I can tell that This is me.