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My dad why does he have to be such a son of a bitch to me? Why? It's not my fault he's so fucking miserable! And his shitty sister my aunt is a selfish cunt with the same attitude. I've been good to that man in life. What have I gotten in return? Awful awful mis treatment. Oh but of course his drug acquaintance called today. Yes I'm not downing them as they're in bad shape health wise now but they are wanting him to take them to the Bank early in the morning.
But what gets me he will talk to me bad and treat me horrible and talk to them sweet as honey and he was treating them like royalty. What's wrong with that picture? It's not right. I suffer because of his stupid mistakes in life. No "supposed" borderline personality or "psychotic" diagnosis as he calls it is a valid excuse to treat me like shit. Yes he consumed alot of LSD before during and after my birth in his stupidity and now he uses the "busted nerves" excuse from it as an excuse for shitty treatment of the dog and myself like it doesn't matter but he won't tolerate bad behavior from others just that other meth head he used his address as he is illegally living here but he was afraid he'd turn him in when he ghosted him so he took his rage of that out ON ME the fucking coward. Please universe send his awful treatment he's given me back on his own head to show him how it feels.
Also is it my fault he ate a shit load of drugs getting drunk then ran out going through withdrawal in the near firstmid 2 to 3 weeks of this month? NO! NO IT'S NOT!!!!! But he took that misery of it out on me any fucking way 😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠. I wish somebody would throw him off our steps as he did me 3 yrs ago injuring my knee unapologetically and injure him.
It doesn't help not having friends and family turning their back on me for no reason. I'm strong with my God but I need human uplifting to and support. Whatever. And also mom defends dad's bad behavior svd invalidates me him saying I'm crazy when I get attitudes from them and put it back to them then it's I'm crazy and they're in denial and did no wrong. Hello? I don't get mad for no reason. You and your misery can go back where you cane from dad I'll make it. It's hard to start over though since you robbed me of ALL my life savings and wasted it then wanting to toss me aside after it was gone. The both of you did it. On drugs mostly. You ruined my fucking life. Now I gotta start from ground 0 up again. You get a continuous $1400 a month (fake disability money) you just never ever was able to budget or take care of it unlike myself. You squandered it all on cigs n drugs n alcohol mostly. It's why were broke by the 20th if every month. I have every right to feel how I do. If this happened to you you would to. You'd wanna kill your parents if they robbed you if everything probably because you wanted to take molotov cocktails to a guy's house for losing $100 on a drug deal gone bad years ago and you gripe cry whine n grumble over others owing you minor amounts not paying you back SO IMAGINE HOW I FUCKING FEEL MY ENTIRE FUCKING LIFE SAVINGS GONE ALL BECAUSE OF YOU AND MOM . No wonder you all can't sleep at night unless heavily sedated I couldn't either if I robbed my child of all they worked for. And BEAT THEM. I never deserved this in life. Why?????????????? Is it any wonder why I'm suicidal??????????
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