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2 months ago · · overthinking,
[of telling my story with this guy until I feel like I’m over him.]
[...] I agreed to talk to him about it I felt good while he was telling his story because it feeds my ego it's like I knew they'll end the relationship so soon, whatever I listened until he was done and from that point, our SITUATIONSHIP grow; so many little details happened that made me feel so good or so bad and keep in mind we never met in real life until now and it's almost half a year. One day he came to me with some news saying: "my ex texted me what should I do?" I said: "well text her back I guess!!", "she said she wants to get back to me and I'm not sure whether to say yes or no" "do you want to get back to her as well?" at this point I was annoyed and my answers got way too cold that he ended up finding a solution on his own saying:"maybe yes I'm not that sure" i decided to end the conversation with "you know better since she cheated on you last time i really can't help with taking a desicion in your place trust your gut feeling it won't fail you" the conversation topic switched and i never asked fo an update about what had happened until one day on his own mentioned that he blocked his ex because she got too annoying and they didn't got back to each other (which i liked). Now you must be wondering what's stopping us from meeting in person until now I'd say that: he had a skin problem and he could be suffering from skin break outs and personnaly i didn't want to pressure him to go out with all of that heppening with me knowing he cared about it that much also our free time didn't coaperate so with that been said whenever his free I'm not, it's about 11 months and half that we've first talked to each other and i wanted to see him so one day as we texted each other as usual everything seemed normal until the night falls in then that he decided to tell me what was really going on at that time in his life by sending me a picture of his HOSPITAL ROOM as a respond to my 'how are you' text, i didn't knew he didn't let anything out he acted as if he was fine; he spent time talking to me about silly time wasting things. NOW it turned out that he is on the HOSPITAL!!!!!!!!..