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I finally stood up to my bully and it ended horribly
4 months ago · · Bullying,
A few months back, I finally stood up to this girl (I'm a girl too btw) who'd been bullying me since we were freshmen (we just finished our junior year). Anyway, we were at school in the second floor hallway when she started mocking me as usual. I was already having a bad day and just lost it. I did what I'd been dreaming of doing for ages and punched her in the face! She went reeling back towards the stairs and fell down them. And if that was all there was to the story, I probably wouldn't regret anything. But she broke her arm during the fall.
I was expelled because of this and had to finish out the school year at a private school that was willing to take me in the middle of a semester. I was also arrested and charged w/ assault. I have court tomorrow and I'm going to be sentenced to 30 days in juvie because of what I did (the lawyer my parents had to hire worked out a deal).
Maybe I'm crazy, but I feel terrible about what I did. I never meant to hurt her so badly. I just wanted her to leave me alone for once. I'm thinking of trying to get in touch with her eventually so I can apologize because so far I haven't had the chance. My friends and my sister all think I'm out of my mind for feeling so bad about this. They all say I'm getting a raw deal here. I don't know. Maybe I am. Should I apologize? Should I just leave this alone? I just wanna do the right thing here, y'know? I never imagined I would ever feel this guilty about anything. Or be in this much trouble.