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...you won't like me.
Someday I dream of a friend that could be with me through thick and thin, but maybe more importantly through the fun and boring.
Because I want a friend who could just hang around me even if nothing's happening and it feels like there's nothing to talk about. A friend who would not be afraid of hearing my secrets and definitely a friend who would never ignore me in public but be nice in private. A friend who wouldn't be ashamed to know me.
I mean, there's nothing really wrong with me. I'm not ugly, the opposite. I'm not sick or anything. Too skinny maybe and maybe with a little acne.
But it's so tough being the new girl. You move across the country hoping you can make some new friends but I stead u realize everyone already has friends. They don't need me.
And it's been freakin FOUR years!! Yet I can't name any friends. There is one boy, but I think he's only nice to me because he feels sorry he doesn't like me any more.
And u know what?
I'm boring.
That's what.
And I am so sick of myself. I'm tired of my hair, my looks, my words, my fam, my hobbies, my grades, my songs, my channel....... I'm sick of me.
And my gosh, this is the longest free writing thingy I've done. Lol I guess today's the day to rant.
It's not like I can tell my journal. My lil sis won't stop getting into it. I can't even write about my self harm. Or the way I feel.
Maybe I should go cry or find an outlet. Or my kn if e.. .. ...
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Haha ur not alone.
ReplyNice to know. XD
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