Love.

I hate love. So much. And at first, I thought it would be amazing and I figured it would be fun or what I "needed". But it's just painful and I can't stand it. I'm always upset when I like someone. I'm happy for a short while, but that soon changes when I realize what's really going on. When I become aware of my feelings is when it starts to hurt. Sometimes I feel like I am not worth love but most of the time I just want to experience it. Recently, I felt as if I was finally getting over someone that I liked, but now I feel as if I'm falling for them again when I know it isn't going to work out. I feel stupid, as if I should know better and to not fall for the same trick time after time. But I keep falling for it. I'm a fool.