Thoughts

Most likely one of my last posts

.No more than I get up. I literally just got up. Ok. The dog is constantly barking. I go into the living area I ask a simple question "what is it?" Why was the dog barking so much. Dad returns it mocking me in a shitty tone not answering my question by saying "what is it?". Drunk son of a bitch. What it was somebody pulled in across the road I was unaware of he was going to sell drugs to. He had to put on his lipstick and go kiss their ass too (metaphorically). I wanted to fucking kill him for starting on me JUST AS SOON AS I FUCKING GOT UP. I HOPE HIS ASS GETS SENT BACK TO PRISON IM ABOUT TO TURN HIM IN.

Oh and also he's now almost out of what he gets drunk on I checked when he went outside. Happy suffering dad you deserve it and you did it to yourself.

But to add insult to injury mom starts taking her misery he caused her again OUT ON ME!!!!!!!!😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠😠

and as of late they just want to use me as their errand person then it's 🖕i don't care how I treat you after you're done as long as you do what I want and I get what I want.

I'm just giving up ok. About to write my suicide letter because I can handle no more. I hope you enjoy life without me mom n dad. You never treated me like I'm valuable or mattered anyway only just when I had money and material things. then it was "you're worthless " "get the fuck out".

Ok Who's lying to the government for disability mom n dad? BOTH OF YOU. So. I don't have anything left to live for. you saying I'm worthless after you leech my entire life savings out of me. No. it takes a worthless humanbeing to do that to their own fucking kid. It's fine though I'm done with life anyhow

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