What are you looking for?
08-14-2021 (6:03 PM)
5 months ago · · jealousy,
What do you do when jealousy consumes you?
Somebody is always better.
Somebody is always richer.
Somebody is always prettier.
Somebody is always at a better place.
-and you are just there...
I am patiently waiting for my time but there are days that I feel like I am going nowhere. I do not have a single clue how to make the first steps. I am always just waiting and waiting, wishing for something to change or to happen. I know nothing. I am lost. I do not have a clue what is going on. And when you see someone has it already figured out, it gets in your head oftentimes. What do you do when their success doesn't inspire you? Instead, it makes you jealous?
Am I a bad person? probably. i don't know.