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why is it always when i try to get it.....something that seems like it is worth believeing in has to be incomplete to me, feels like there is not much to be found if you don't like the deterministic angle.....the mystical seems too...magical mystery tour or w/e.... how can you get to a point....where you can find the peace from the path yo uchose...but that has been set on into motion before you had a choice....why i cant take the standard ones, seems like a lot less people woul dbelieve ti when it would be free choice instead of adopted at a yong age...you never know of course but it seems like that from here....always feels like theres smething missing, doing your best to stay pure, nothing getting yo down for a while....then its always the empty staring back it seems.....i dont get it, how come we have to fill that void like somethign needs to fit there, when i think its all basically the same.... getting yourself together, ok, then it works only then what...still that empty road and a direction that seems like choise is random....or picked for you....idk, just tired of it all, trying to fill empty spaces when you're running low. its not too great, trouble sleeping (like always, but being rested is the thing really...hmm....like its always like the rat race even if you try to avoid.....would be nice, just like that...but just out of reach...
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I think you're making things too complicated. Such as Christianity you need only faith to believe on Him to be saved. It's not hard at all. Ask and you'll receive. Seek and you'll find. Knock and it'll be opened unto you.
Replysure, if you're broken, its not the simple option you make it seem to be...no invitation, no things on this earth that seem to point that way except a stuffy book. sure i get why it would be comfortable. though its too much information in there, you can hide everythign behind cyphers, choose one of the thousand versions built around it.....not so simple, and not very much in the realm of viable options....when youve already tried yoru best, he would be watching according to that story. well is it while shaking his head that the books arent enough? yeah makes sense....to some....maybe...i guess.
Replyto explain for a bit, not to be overly dramatic but everyone i ever loved...either destroyed me from could only love me back from afar....it sounds weird but at least it is my truth....only my dogs could save me....but now one is dead, the other dying....when i gave them all i had left this just breaks the last straw
Replythen i cant turn to some fantasy sky creature to fill up my emptiness.....its is from the earth, raw, where the spirits burn strong and the weak turn to dust
Replymaybe if you stopped focusing so much on your relationships with other people and started accepting a relationship with a higher power instead, that higher power would guide you into having deeper relationships with the human people around you.
ReplyYes this sounds like solid advice. Though it will be hard, nothing is ever really easy when it comes to life and everything in it.
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