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I've been going through a very rough time lately. Honestly, it's more than just a "rough time" since I've constantly been in and out of my depression for many years. However, this particular one hits hard. I want to talk to someone. I want someone to listen and understand that my emotions are all over the place. In fact, my mental state has plummeted so much that I can no longer have much patience for anything anymore. How am I suppose to confide in the one person I want to confide to so much? How should I say what I want to say and get my feelings across without making him feel as if he is at fault? Or as if I am taking my emotions and everything I am currently going through onto him? I just want him to understand me and my current situation. I want him to understand what I'm going through and help make things a little easier for me as I've helped him and made things a little easier for him behind the scenes. It's not like I do everything for him to get something in return. However, considering all I've done for him, I wish he'd reciprocate at least some. I continuously tell myself, "Maybe one day it'll click. One day it'll happen." I've been patiently waiting---no, I'm still patiently waiting until that happens. For now, unless I get my thoughts and courage together and talk to him, I guess I just keep things bottled up and wait.
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