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Just had a sad dream.
The only thing I remember is that there's a guy who's about to jump off the bridge down to this river. There's no suicide prevention number written by the bridge. So I panicked. I convinced this guy to not do it. He ask why should he listen to me. And the stupid me said because it's too cold to die today plus it was late at night. I tried to convince him with many ridiculous persuations. I said he can jump to his death after taking me to a place I was heading. I said once I get to this place, I'd leave him be. I just said that so he'd agree to not end his life. I took him to a hill that looks like a place where my mom's cousin (aunt) was born. It was hard to go up there by foot but I made sure he was by my side. And then when we're up on the hill the sun rose and the view of my mom's hometown was shown from where we were at. I told him to look at the view and to look at the sun. I said something stupid because I didn't know what to say. I said that it's warm to be alive, no matter how cold it'll be.
I left him and said that he can jump from there after seeing the sun for the last time. I forgot what he said but I remember his frustration and sadness and then he cried. I left him crying. I forgot what happened after but I met my deceased grandma looking like my mom in her younger days, she was sitting on this big stone by the path down the hill. I forgot what she said but we talked. She said sorry that she couldn't take me down the hill, and I said it's fine. She hugged me and said that she loves me and my mom so much. She said that she's so proud of me, and also said that I was right about how warm it is to be alive no matter how cold it'll be. I said I know. Then my brain woke me up by sensing that grandma's dead and it's just a dream.
I cried because I miss her so much.
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ReplyThat dream was telling you something. Do you know what?
ReplyNo, I thought it was only a dream. I guess I just miss my grandma so much. But I don't know about the guy that was trying to take his life. Maybe just some random thing.
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