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4 months ago · · happy, · Explicit
guys lockdown has been hella bittersweet. being stuck at home sucks but at the same time, after these 10 weeks, its made me realise the importance of mental health. ive had such a bad mindset and had only realised that recently. adapting my mindset to be a bot healthier has made me a happier person in general. ive never been happy. i think this is what it truly feels liek to be happy. and i'm so proud of myself that ive come this far. i used to be depressed as shit but hey i'm thriving and its never been better. yes lockdown still sucks but at least i've learned more about myself. getting to know myself has also helped me be happier like dammm i was a stranger to myself before and now i'm happy because i am able to understand the stupid decisions i made previously and i'm able to move on. ive also learnt to not dwell in the past. its over. you cant change the past. also dont pity yourself. its dumb. you pitying yourself is equivalent to you digging your own hole. its a journey to spiralling down. but yes thats all i have to say. i'm happy. and trying to be happy actually works so maybe y'all should try it sometime