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He told me he was in love with me. He told me I could count on him. He made me feel happy, then left me to be alone again. With the thoughts and feelings of being worthless, the bloody pictures I see in my head. I asked for help and he told me I was selfish.
The one who used to hug me tight and told me that everything would be alright. He made me feel love then only gave lust. The one who brought light to my eyes is the very same who took it away. No longer he is here to hold me.
So, alone again I must fight. Fight my demons that make me reckless, the demons that shift my happiness into anxiety, timidity and depression. I fight for the ones that need me, not for myself. Because if I were to end it all, that would be the thing that would be truly selfish.
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never think about ending it live for the people who love and care about u if that boy doesnt see how special u are then screw him u never needed him and i promise u that one day someone who actully apprecites u will come in to ur life but for now focus on urself and move on im so proud of how far u have come
ReplyI do not try to think of ending things, holding on gets exhausting sometimes.
Replyyou demons can be my demons if you let me help you. I was in the same situation with my ex husband, I had to leave and it scared me. I did it though, for the sake of my kids.
ReplyIt is hard to get past and accept the fact that what he has done or hasn't done when I have to see him nearly every day.
I hold on for my younger siblings, trying to get through college so I can give them a better life.
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