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3 months ago · · I need help,
Let me explain schizophrenia. It’s when hear voices, start seeing things and talk to yourself... or at least that’s how it is for me. I hear voices arguing everyday. Then screaming. Then silence. As if they never were there.
Rumination is when you think a lot. Like a lot. It’s extremely annoying and hard to stop. I think of words normally. So I break the words up into points. A consonant has one point. A vowel costs two points. You need to make the words equal, so put them into pairs. So a word like cat would be CA AT, because the consonant needs to have pair, so you take an something from the A and then you have a pair. But then that leaves the other part of the A all alone, so you use the T then you have a pair. The X and the Y is changeable, meaning they can either cost two points or one. Word groups like th sh ph ch can be either one.
I have no idea what I’m doing most of the time, i feel like I’m having a heart attack, I’ve thought of suicide, rumination is frickin annoying and I’m getting sick of the voices. I need help.