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Look at it all , everything itself...every, thing.I doubt anyone gonna read this, but...Life huh, based on society,a hierarchy built on material wealth and status,of where you should be, whats expected of you at a certain age,as a young adult 23/24 I find it rather crushing,despair almost...these expectations,pre-programmed into others from a tradtional education background and olden days lifestyle,such thoughts judgements, expectations is unbecoming of modern-day youths...they seem to induldge more,and give up quite easily,those instant hits of dopamine from an ever progressing tech background is making us soft but at the same time raising the floor when it comes to a comfortable lifestyle.
Newer generations wont know whats it like being in between,an ending of an age and the beginning of a new one, truly a societal struggle as the wealth is kept within the older generation and my gen has to cope with the ever increasing prices, pollution,health issues etc,not making excuses as its always been there but the way its progressing I can see suicide becoming a major problem as well as drug usage.Lol im supposed to be talking about myself yet im worried about others haha,always wanting to save everyone,to be the hero not for recognition or applause but because it makes me feel like me...Its hard to feel like me,this world, the people they all watching &waiting to employ their intentions often times they are not so good ones.Humans huh born with the highest capabilities but yet still get played by emotions,hard to control ,like fire I suppose,it keeps you warm at times but can easily burn you,and our tears which is water is what puts it out ....Ah did I tell you Im gonna become a billionaire,no doubt...that is the only way I can get my freedom from this society.And hopefully pave the way for others so they can escape too, I truly wanna go home though,I dont mean my house or family...hmm this is complicated to explain, you see once upon a time I fell into a deep deep state of depression,of course nobody knows about this as I always have a monotone expression but it was bad, thoughts of suicide rang in my head daily,because I wasnt where "people" wanted me to be,I truly felt worthless...but nevertheless I took a path to understand Life itself since nobody could answer my questions,I went looking for answers, of course, it was spirtiually but I wanted it to be a logically, scientific approach thankfully in my culture (Im indian) our whole relegion is based of science ,vedic science soo I started reading up on my relgion and all others,I found numerous connections in everything,the science in it all ,down to quantum mechanics and vibrations etc. but this was all theoretical ,still I couldnt find the answer ,until I Looked into myself because thats the closest to the absolute truth ,sounds crazy right? Well it happened for a brief seconds during meditation,I understood everything, I mean everything they say in scriptures, regardless of what religion it all clicked and I realized I am not me with a disconnection of bright light...its way to difficult to explain but in that moment I felt pure bliss like no drug can even come close(Trust me I have had alot lol).
Everything, Every...thing is much bigger , beyond your comprehension itself,trust me , death ,life & rebirth got nothing on you once you realize the divinity that is within, no problem,situation is big or to small...Its truly something,but yeah my souls home is faar away not in these dimensions , every soul is unique,everyone has their own paths,the identity you create in this lifetime is not yourself....the thing that I want to tell people is...The only thing thats a 100% Fact is that you will die and that only you know that you are real,you dont know for certain if everything else around you is real. Reality is the illusion,You are the truth ...kinda confusing but I suppose listen to some gurus like swami Vivekananda etc. or read some of their works they will explain it to u much better then me...Once again EVERYTHING is...every...thing and at the same time its not.
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