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8 months ago · · Who am I,
I don't know what I am,
Or what my favorite color is
Or what my style is
Or what I want to do in the future
Or why my emotions keep spiraling out of control
Or what my insecurities are about, or why I am confused about that in the first place and if they really are insecurites or something else.
I can't answer,
And sometimes it seems I will never get better no matter how much I wish
I can't put the effort in no matter how hard I try
But since I don't know who I am
Or what to do
Then all I can tell is
I haven't met my true self yet
This isn't really me, is it?
Am I lying to myself for pity, or do I truly have zero perception on myself.
I have a feeling that the issue lying behind this is something that I do not want to accept.
I feel bad for writing it, because what if I am truly faking all this? But nontheless, I need help. And answers.
I hope I meet me soon!