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From four years ago to today, my feelings for a guy who does not know my existence have increased. Sweaty palms, fast heartbeats, butterflies, No eat or sleep. He's very special to me. I don't see fame, music, money. I see him as a person who just wants to be loved by someone else, like love, caring, dates, good times and bad times, memories that can be made, stories that can be shared together, places to travel.
This is what I see and this is all I want. There is no distraction or frustration, just love, and affection. Why is it difficult to explain? What am I doing wrong? I don't want him to think of me as a fan. I want him to see me as someone he can love, but when I get advice from others, they said I'm obsessed. That he doesn't want to be with a girl in my race, or that I'm useless to him.
Maybe these people are right. Why do I feel for him when it's not good for him anyway? Why am I still trying when I'm hurting myself for trying?
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