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2 months ago · · I need help,
my boyfriend is on a vacation trip right now and he's with a bunch of people right now, he's super drunk and partying but that's not the point. I'm afraid he will cheat on me.
I guess im projecting my own insecurities on him because I dont have a pretty face or a pretty body and the girls there are so pretty and so much better than me.
He told me he lost his phone at 4 but he saw my messages at 6, so why did he have to lie, I know it does have nothing to do with it but it makes my anxiety and sadness so much worse.
He's never cheated and he loves me very much but i cant help but think he is going to do it.
what can i do to feel better? i cant stop crying and i just feel so bad
I havent acted petty or anything, I don't want to bother him and i want him to had a good time without worrying about his mentally unstable woman.
(if you see this twice im sorry, i hadnt logged on my account when i posted it?