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I don’t even know where to start. I broke up with you in summer 2019. It has been over 3 years and I have thought about you everyday since. I have been in several relationships trying to find a piece of you. I have done alot of reflecting on my past and have been struggling with accepting what happened. If I could go back in time, I would have answered your phone calls and talked to you. Cutting you off with zero contact has filled me with guilt that I can not get rid of. It is consuming me and I do not know how to not feel guilty. I know it has been years and I am not even a thought in your brain. But, I just wish I could have one more conversation with you. I still remember your phone number. I know I could easily text you, and believe me I have typed your number in my phone and have almost texted you so many times. I even had my sister text you through an app because I wanted to talk to you, but I did not respond to your message because I was scared. Things could have went so differently and we could have been happily living our lives together. I see you doing amazing things with your life and I am honestly extremely happy for you. Instead of going down the wrong path and wasting your life away, you took the right turn and worked on yourself and have become something to be proud of. I took the wrong path and focused on chasing boys and partying. I am trying to not live with regret because everything happens for a reason and it is teaching me to not take life for granted. Life has been going by too fast and I hope that I can talk to you atleast 1 more time in this life. If not this life, I hope we meet in the next. I listened to everybody else and let them get into my head. I remember feeling alive and so comfortable when I was with you. I can’t find that feeling again. It doesn’t matter if you do not feel this way about me anymore or if you do not miss me. I know it has been years and you can call me crazy but it’s how I feel. I wish I could go back and answer any of the hundred of phone calls. You did not deserve what I did to you and I hope you know how sorry I am. I know we may never work out again, but I just crave one last conversation with you. I have been manifesting for you to text me, I wait everyday knowing that it most likely will not happen, but I never give up hope. I piece of me will always love you and I hope your heart feels the same.
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please don't do that to them. if they made you feel that way, they probably liked you. one more conversation only prolongs the hurt and rejection. and for what? so you can be reminded someone you didn't want cared? don't be selfish and hurt them more than you already have. let them find someone who jumps for joy at the thought of sharing those things that you didn't want. they deserve that respect from you.
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