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You were not the guinea pig child growing up. Mom and dad experimented with all the weird punishments on me, and the ones that didn't work didn't get used on you. We had two entirely different childhoods. You got away with so much more just because I was always the one being monitored and scrutinized. I might have stolen erasers and lied about it, or scratched the word "sex" into a bulletin board, but you brought a whole knife to school and were telling kids you were going to decapitate them with it - and somehow, you were barely punished. You got your knife taken away but that was it. The teachers called home on me for petty shit all the time, and I'm always the one in trouble. You added to this by telling on me for every dumb thing you could, which of course mom and dad took very seriously, whether it be cussing or using the phone when I was grounded, you were up my ASS trying to catch me doing something at every opportunity. And you want to say that I always play the victim? Because you never experienced half of what I did. And now, because I think I had undiagnosed autism, and possibly ADD and ODD, that I'm just "pretending" in order to get sympathy, and that I'm really a sociopath and a narcissist? Come off your high horse. Especially when you won't admit that you tried to get me to steal pills from mom for you, as if I would just make that up. That absolutely happened, and I'd take a polygraph test on principle. And the same rings true for the schizophrenic medicine you told me you and your buddies drank down at the river. YOU told me about that when you were like 18. Maybe you forgot it, but I didn't.
You have the nerve to call me crazy. I have done everything I can to prove I'm not. A licensed therapist now even agrees that I could be autistic, but would need further evaluation, which I can't afford. You're just going to move the goalposts again, because now that a shrink told me I don't seem like a narcissist or sociopath, you're going to find some other reason to feel like you're morally superior, and I'm not buying it. Oh noez, I have some complaints about my particularly overprotective and sheltered upbringing, along with the religious aspect of it. So what? That doesn't hurt you, and it definitely doesn't make me narcissistic or sociopathic. I may remember childhood differently than you do, but of course I do because we had entirely different experiences. Remember how mom and dad berated you at first because you were queer? I stood up for you. I was your ally. You didn't have it in you to be my ally when I divorced my ex. No one in the family wanted to help me at all, not even emotionally, it was all "think about how Scott must feel" from mom and dad, and silence from you. And when Scott finally died and I got the house back by chance, you couldn't even be happy for me because you told me I'd "killed Scott" by talking about abusive things he *actually did* on Facebook where he could read it, because I knew he was depressed. But being depressed isn't an excuse to neglect your child or neglect your kid's rabbit to death either. Of course you said he didn't kill the rabbit, you had this fairy tale in your head that he "took the rabbit out of his cage to give him a fighting chance" before he offed himself, ignoring the fact that he didn't give the rabbit any food or water access, and he put bleach and comet next to the rabbit's body, and that there was a GODDAMN SHOP VAC FULL OF RABBIT SHIT where he'd tried to cover up the fact that he'd neglected the rabbit the whole time. GOD you're a moron.
I'm so sorry you're my sister. My child is an only child because I wantes to guarantee he wouldn't have a sibling like YOU.
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