What are you looking for?
1 month ago · · Breakup,
i don't know what to say to you. everytime i've gotten a bit busy or forgotten even to keep my phone notifications on, you end up with a new girlfriend, end up simply deleting all of our messages and disappear as if I've done something wrong when I haven't, i've been busy with family and my home, not talking to any strange men, not talking to any exes, not wishing I was with anyone else, i only think of you. i won't call or message first because you don't answer anyhow. you always say ridiculous things as if im interested in things i shouldn't be, when these are the only things you are ever excited about, it's you. you share nothing of yourself with me and i really for the first time wish i never met you. i'm finding it hard to see anything positive about you, not one thing. you're just a person who judges everyone harshly and treats them badly when they've basically done nothing wrong. it's like maybe you're trying to be emotionally abusive to someone and yet it never sticks so we keep doing this ridiculous dance where you try to show me how little i am, i prove i'm not, so you come running back and its so childish that i can't relate and don't find anything between us amusing anymore. it's all dead now.