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I was raped like 2/3 ish months ago. I didn't do anything about it and I don't want to because I just want to pretend it didn't happen. It's hard to pretend though because now I feel weird around my male friends. I have one really close friend who I've know since elementary and I dont like that I'm starting to subconsciously avoid him. Idk why. It's weird. Like I feel uncomfortable around him/them and that's never happened before. Am I crazy for that?? I don't like it :(.. No one knows about any of it and I don't really want to tell anyone.... actually yes I do. I just don't have anyone to tell. Tbh my closest friend is the guy friend I was talking about but I feel like it'd be weird to randomly tell him that. I guess I could talk to one of my other girl friends but idk. Maybe. Ugh I'm talking too much. Why do I feel so weird now.. how do I stop? This is too much for me rn I'm gonna cry I feel so alone
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Hey, just wanted to say I'm so proud of you for writing that, I completely understand how you feel and its completely normal, it's your body's response to what happened, I guess you could say you're in "protective mode" I reckon tell someone you're close to, even if it's that guy friend. You could start the conversation by saying something like "hey I know I've probably been a bit off with you, something traumatic happened and I guess I'm just finding things difficult" hopefully then, you won't have to say the words, I know how difficult that can be. I really really hope you're able to reach out and get all of the support that you deserve! You haven't done anything wrong and I'm unbelievably proud of you! You've got this!! I hope you have a nice relaxing day ❤
ReplyI was also a victim of such evil things, and I understand your confusion and reluctance. I hope you find a better way to deal with the aftermath of such abuse than I did. I am sorry you suffered and still suffer.
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