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10 months ago · · Stressed out,
I was raped like 2/3 ish months ago. I didn't do anything about it and I don't want to because I just want to pretend it didn't happen. It's hard to pretend though because now I feel weird around my male friends. I have one really close friend who I've know since elementary and I dont like that I'm starting to subconsciously avoid him. Idk why. It's weird. Like I feel uncomfortable around him/them and that's never happened before. Am I crazy for that?? I don't like it :(.. No one knows about any of it and I don't really want to tell anyone.... actually yes I do. I just don't have anyone to tell. Tbh my closest friend is the guy friend I was talking about but I feel like it'd be weird to randomly tell him that. I guess I could talk to one of my other girl friends but idk. Maybe. Ugh I'm talking too much. Why do I feel so weird now.. how do I stop? This is too much for me rn I'm gonna cry I feel so alone