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What does depression feel like?
10 months ago · · Depression
I've been asked this question before, by a friend. I didn't know what to say to them at the time, but here it is.
It feels like alive death.
It feels like everything goes by in a blur, and before you know it, another day has gone by.
It feels like you're all alone, and you're watching your own life go on as if watching a TV show.
It feels like not knowing what the hell to do.
It feels like an endless repetition of the same exact thing. Over, and over, and over, and over.
It feels like falling. Forever. When you think you've hit the bottom, and you're all ready to start climbing, a huge meteor falls in and knocks you back to rock bottom.
It feels like I've died, and I'm rewatching my life.
It feels like I'm not living anymore.
It feels like I'm dead, alive.