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1 month ago · · Lonely,
Cant remember what it feels like to fall asleep hugging anything other than a pillow for years.
Im tired that the only warmth i feel comes from alcohol in my belly instead of embracing someone.
i can tell when people appreciate my company. but its just different when you are not only appreciated but desired. i miss that feeling. someone looking for you, wanting you. trying to reach out to people and feeling like a nuisance at the end of the conversation for so long feels terrible.
working on me does wonders but sometimes the void of missing that company just becomes too present.