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1 month ago · · Stress,
So, i have accepted now that its all over . I am miserable here but i know you are happy there with your " girl friend " lol. Its fine you don't care about me , you never did, or you know I read our old chats you did care about me once i miss that so much , its fine , cannot fight destiny . I wish i could tell you that i am checking my phone like an idiot for your notification , that i cried that night like any thing , that i still have tears in my eyes, that i am unable to do anything except to think about you. I don't even know what went wrong , I regret that the last time we talked i did not express myself completely , i wanted to say so many things but i chose silence because i know it would not have mattered. You promised me that you will message me on my birthday to wish me , no please don't , now never come back, please just dont , because its in a month and i know in this one month i will not move on from you but i think I will find peace just dont come back to wish me and bring all those memories back !
Very soon i will start hating you , don't worry , I won't trouble you anymore now . This phase is the hardest for me and i swear this is the first time i am heartbroken or something or cried this much for someone. I will surely start hating you but you know i will never move on from you, never.
wishing you best though. and i miss you! its a GOODBYE for us love not a BYE!