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3 months ago · · i love you, · Explicit
i know our breakup hurt for both of us. as much as you can pretend to be all tough and act like you didn’t miss me, i know you did. your friends told me that you would still talk about me and say that you wanted me back. and i miss you. i am so proud of the person you’ve become, and the person you’ve yet to be. i understand and support the decisions you’ve made, even if it isn’t to be with me. nobody has ever loved me as much as you did. thank you for being my first love. i couldn’t imagine anyone else in your place. we had the most wholesome relationship. no sex. nothing sexual at all. just two humans in love. everyone always told me we were the dream couple. and of course we were. everything about us was perfect. i love you *****. break my heart. break it a million times and i would still love you with everything inside of me. nothing could ever change that. you’re one of the sweetest; most kind hearted, loving, caring most amazing humans i have ever met. i know you’re gone. and i know you’re probably not coming back. but if you ever decide to, i am and will continue to wait for you with open arms. always. i would drop any and every boy if it meant that we were able to get back what we had. because *****, i know you don’t realize it, but we had the most special bond that i just don’t think you’re getting with *****. as much as i hate to break it to you, she sill never love and care for you like i have. i still believed were designed for eachother. even if you’ve moved on. which i’m not sure how true that is. i hope we find out way back to eachother. because you mean the most to me, no matter how young we are. i know we have time to find that special someone, but maybe we already found eachother. even if you don’t relive we have. my gut it telling me something, and my gut never lies to me. my friends keep telling me to let go, and that i need to get over you. but i refuse. because my hearts still hanging on. because i still love you. if only the timing would’ve been better. i could’ve given you everything. i’m not sure how to end this letter, because it feels like i’m sliding everything off when i’m not. so for now, good bye. as will find out way back to eachother. i love you to infinity, with everything inside of me.