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10 months ago · 0 · Depression


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I’m not ready yet

Am l running out of time

Hold on, please, I can’t keep up

Everything l touch seems to vanish from my hands before l can even hold on to it

Is it maybe not meant for me. I don’t know

I thought this is it, breakthrough maybe

More like a labyrinth if you ask me hahah

Walls are closing in on me,

why can’t l breathe

Oh, panic attack is the name for it

That explains it haha

Are we going back there,

fought so hard to escape

That horrid place, we can’t go back there

Why is she calling my name, please don’t leave any more marks

Why do l miss her, just a little bit of her would ease my affliction

How ironic hahah

4 years clean, l can’t mess it up

Please exit from my head

Bring back my sanity

Don’t take me back there😭

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