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club fair is tomorrow during lunch and I'm feeling nervous.
i started this dance club at my high school. it's a smaller school, 60-70 kids per grade. i love hiphop dancing and I just want to share that passion on campus, but my school isn't really "exposed" or I guess normalized or super familiar with it?
i remember being at my public high school and the dance teams and crews were so hype at school!! i don't have super high expectations for the club, but I just really hope people will join and like it.
I'm also the president for an honor society at my school and I really hope that the table we have set up for that also goes well.
I'm not sure what I have to be nervous about. i think I just really care. it's silly to say and think, but i'm not really a part of that big "popular" group yk, and I think I've convinced myself that i'm a nobody at school even though I've kinda made a name for myself.
i humble myself and i'm not trying to sound like a prick haha. it's junior year and soon enough the years will fly by and next thing I know, i'm graduating.
i'm not the type of person that's like: i need to do every single thing in high school to feel like I had a good high school experience. but i'm also not the type of person who thinks high school is pointless and is just a lame building that i want to escape asap.
i'm just worried that i won't say the right things at club fair or i'll mess up the chance of someone joining the dance club because i said something wrong haha. i think my nerves are getting the best of me a little bit. i'm worried about silly things like how i won't get out of class early enough to set up the tables for the club/honor society. i'm worried my balloons and speaker playing music screams "overachiever", but i'm also worried that i'm not doing enough. i feel like i say all this because i'm just afraid of making mistakes. the past few years i've developed a bad habit of not wanting to say the wrong thing or accidentally saying something dumb/awkward, that i just stop myself from talking. i freeze and i can't really think of what to talk about.
this is so so silly, i'm kinda laughing at myself. what's really awesome is that after tomorrow, there's no school on Friday! then, next week, our school's having this retreat so there's not too much academically going on.
i just need to study for a big exam tomorrow, get some rest, have a good breakfast, and push a little harder :) this intense week is almost over!
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Reply*big hug!* you'll do great! Don't be afraid of seeming like an overachiever. Overachievers are cool lol. The more extra the club table is, the more likely I'd join tbh. It shows how much you care (100% a good thing) and makes it more exciting! Also I totally get the thing where you're scared of saying something weird so you just don't say anything at all. I do that all the time :') I'm trying to stop tho. Btw If I'm freaking out over something dumb or embarrassing I did/said, I just look at it from someone else's POV. Like I'll ask myself "would I judge someone else for what I just did (or am I overthinking)?" Normally that helps me realize that no one cares about my embarrassing moment but me lol. Everyone else is focused on themselves and whatever else is going on.
Good luck at the club fair and the exam! <3
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