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All I keep imagining is slitting my wrists. I look at them and I'm so compelled to do it. I know that it's stupid because it's not even likely to kill you. I've attempted suicide before when I tried to overdose and told no one. After that I went to the doctor and got put on antidepressants. I did better for a little bit but it got worse again. It's been weeks since I last self harmed and my boyfriend makes sure I don't have the freedom to cut myself anymore. But it's really hard to not have that release.
So I sit there and drag my thumb nail across my wrist imagining it was a balde. I stare at my wrist and picture what it would look like. I can't stop the thought from running around in my mind.
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