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1 year ago · · Unexpected Love,
I love you. I’m stupid. Wow I’m going insane here without you. I wish I knew how you felt. That would make coping with this so much easier :(( I was gonna learn Turkish so that we could communicate better, and get better at making music and singing so that you’d stop saying that my mix is ass, I even got a new mic to show off on call but then we never called, and I felt like you didn’t really wanna talk anymore. So here we are :,) I was a mess, sorry, it was my first time falling for someone and the feelings were so intense that even getting mad or sad was amplified by so much I didn’t know how to hold it all in. man I regret stopping talking to you. But I know you’ll never reach out. Imma bury this in my mind T-T Maybe crying it out will help