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2 months ago · · Pain,
How is my guard down? I feel hurt. The pain that makes me want to scream. I hope this pain goes away because it haunts me. I can't free myself. They just wanted the best of me, but I kept causing pain and frustration. Why am I caught up in all these expectations? They keep showing me interest, but I fake a smile for a while every day. The darkness rises from me. It becomes more difficult to breathe. Leave Me Alone. Don't pressure me. This is why I worry because I feel so alone in my arms as I am drowning in sadness, emotion, and sorrow.